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Post by Eliza Renee Parson on Dec 31, 2009 14:43:21 GMT -5
I don't quite know. [/color] how to say, how I feel[/center] Eliza wandered around the dimly lit park. This was the same day at the mall, but just..midnight. She didn't go home with Joey. Wasn't in the mood. Not after she had yet another reunion with someone she hadn't seen in a year. Didn't help that he was watching her. That slightly pissed her off. Badly. Having music blared in her ears she just clenched up her fists and sat down on the ground crossed legged. Staring up at the sky she sighed. If Joey could tell she looked like a damn slut and he wasn't usually the brightest from drugs and alchohal than Gabriel was sure to figure out her 'line of work'. She might as well tell him...just so he doesn't...get to mad. She wondered about his reaction. Would he be angry..dissapointed? Or tell her to die like Sydney did. God, those words rang in her head. 'Well, you are pretty much better off dead like Garrett anyway.' It did hurt. A lot. Especially coming from her best friend too. Shivering in the cold she put her winter jacket over a little bit, but she didn't bother zipping it up. Should she go out and be a little prostitute right now? Nah, she wasn't really in the mood. Though, she was depressed..if seh was depressed she usually had sex, but she decieded against it. Standing up she wiped off her jeans and smiled as it wasn't too cold outside. Compared to where she has been this wasn't half bad. Laying down on a park bench she didn't really want to go home tonight. It wasn't the best place to be..considering it was diry and her manager wanted sex. Again. Ugh. She did it once just to get away with a party and that didn't work out to well. Now he was wanting it..she banned those thoughts from her mind. She had to stop thinking about it. Curling up into a ball she shut her eyes tight and shivered. She was depressed. Yeah, she was depressed. And she hated every second of it.
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Post by Gabriel Taylor Adams on Dec 31, 2009 14:59:38 GMT -5
Falling Off The Edge Today I'm Just A Man, Not Superhuman
[/SIZE][/color][/font] [/center] [/font] Tag: Eliza Notes: Bwahaha. Song: Hero by Skillet [/ul]
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Post by Eliza Renee Parson on Dec 31, 2009 15:29:01 GMT -5
Eliza did hear some footsteps behind her, but she didn't care. She wasn't in the mood right now. Yawning to herself she stared out at the snow covered park before her. Licking her lips she shut her eyes for a moment. She could feel like someone was watching her, but she could care less at the moment.
Hearing somebody murmer she just sort of shrugged it off. Might or might now be Gabriel. She was to sad to look up right now.
Hearing someone run up behind her she just kept staring away. Tired and just didn't want to look up. If they tried to touch her she would fight. She would fight. Fight. A lot. Licking her lips she sighed to herself. How would she tell Gabriel? How would he react?
Feeling a jacket being draped over her body she looked at it. She recognized it too. It was Gabriel's jacket. Looking up she saw him sit down the few inches by his feet. Itching her eyebrow she sat up, and kept the jacket draped over her shoulders.
"Mm, I don't care." Shrugging she tried to look at his face, but he was turned away. She yawned again.
Looking at him she said "Gabriel, I-.." She stopped. How the hell was she supposed to say this? 'Oh yeah Gabriel in a year I have become a prostitute. So no hard feelings?' Yeah right.
Staring at the ground for a moment she looked up at him and said "Gabriel, my line of work has sort of..changed..since you have last...really..been alone with me." Damn, this was hard. Come on Eliza. Come out and say it. SAY IT! Her thoughts screamed in her skull.
Sighing she said "You know what..nevermind..I am to damn nervous about it all." She put her hands against her ears to make the pounding stop and the voices in her head yelling at her. It was all to much sometimes.
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Post by Gabriel Taylor Adams on Dec 31, 2009 18:32:58 GMT -5
Everybody Say I Don't Want To Be In Love
[/SIZE][/color][/font] [/center] [/font] Character Thoughts: What is she afraid of? Me? Song: Dance Floor -- Good Charlotte [/ul]
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Post by Eliza Renee Parson on Dec 31, 2009 19:33:05 GMT -5
She saw when they were flicking glances back and forth he was looking out of the corner of his eyes. Looking at the ground she crossed her legs on the bench and looked over at him. She did miss him. Even if he scared the shit out of her sometimes it didn't bother her to much anymore..
When Gabriel yawned also she smiled at him. She could tell it was hard for him to be here. She wondered what he thought about when she stuttered over her words the way she did. She so wish she could read his thoughts.
Eliza looked at him and said "You don't have to get me anything for Christmas...definitaly not a weapon. I would really never use it. If I DID use it than..well...than..yeah.." She bit her lip and looked away from him. She trusted Gabriel more than anyone else.
Watching him blow out fog it made her smile. Blowing some air out she smiled.
Eliza sighed and said "Well, it is both I guess..." Than he said to spit it out he can't feel his toes. Staring at him she said "Oh, I am sorry if I am wasting your time Gabriel." Biting her lower lip she shook her head and said "Well, here you go Gabriel. I am a prostitute. I need to be in order to pay for my apartment. Happy?" She felt like crying.
Sighing Eliza rubbed her arms and pulled Gabriel's jacket over hers and said "T-Thanks for the jacket...this one I am wearing isn't the warmest." She bit her lower lip.
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Post by Gabriel Taylor Adams on Jan 1, 2010 15:16:49 GMT -5
You've Already Broken My Heart I'd Like To Keep At Least One Piece
[/SIZE][/color][/font] [/center] [/i]. The assistant would laugh at the irony of life. "You're not wasting my time. I got you to talk, didn't I?" His voice was shaking. He wasn't sure if he was angry at her for being so stupid, or angry at himself for not sticking around, for letting Meg tear him away. He thought of Brooke, of Tifa, and Rita, or Devon and Braydon. You can't protect everyone, the voice hissed. He'd tried, of course, but Brooke was a whirlwind on her own. She'd practically been a prostitute herself. Gabriel finally remembered how to breath correctly, turning his head to face her. There was no make-up to hide the scars, not this time. "You could - could have..." For the first time in a long time, he didn't know what to say. She let people use her body, just to pay for an apartment. What could he say? Drop your job, come live with me in my car? Gabriel shook his head a few times, although at what he wasn't sure. More than anything, he was hurt. His voice sounded rather dull when he did say something. "You can keep it. My car has a heater, and there's some another jacket in the trunk.." At least, he was pretty sure there was a jacket. He wasn't a hundred percent sure. Gabriel took a long shuddering breath. "For an apartment?" he whispered. "What about...what about that guy at the mall? He's not..." He couldn't even finish the sentence. Does he really like you, Eliza? Or is he just a customer? Gabriel took another breath, the air rattling in his throat. "You aren't going to do that anymore." He scooted over, hugged her to his side. "Not ever again." [/font] Character Thoughts: Damn it all. Song: Share It With Me -- Family Force Five [/ul]
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Post by Eliza Renee Parson on Jan 1, 2010 15:40:45 GMT -5
Eliza knew what he was talking about. The night they kinda met. She had to admit that the night did terrify her a little. Alright, terrified him a lot. She spaced of for a moment than came back to reality.
She heard Gabriel draw a sharp breath and just start to choke on it. Turning toward him she wondered if he was alright. Saying that he said "Are you alright?"
Eliza heard Gabriel's voice shaking. Shit.
Looking at him she saw him basically shaking her eyes grew wide. She knew this might of happened. He was probably furious with her. Might hold her by the neck and shake her telling her how stupid she was. Though, he did get that tumor out which sort of dissapointed her somtimes.
Hearing him finally breath correctly she watched as Gabriel finally turned toward her. She saw the scars. Looking at him she said "Gabriel h-how did you get those?" She wanted to know. She couldn't believe how much she missed of other people when she left. God, she was stupid.
Listening to him stutter over her words her brain registered what he was really worried about. Her safety. Looking at him she saw him shake his head and stared at him. God, this was the first tru reaction she's gotten from anyone.Biting her lip she looked at the ground than back up at him.
Hearing his voice it made her shatter inside. Looking at him she said "Gabriel..I am really..and wait..you are living in your car?" Looking at him she heard him take a long shuddering breath. Flinching she said "I-I am really...really sorry." Staring at the ground she moved her feet side to side make a small snow ditch in the ground.
"No, the guy at the mall is not a customer. He is really my boyfriend. I've known him back in Pointex too." She stared at him. He couldn't even finish the sentence. Great.
Hearing him breath again really hurt him. God, she really surprised him. Hearing him say that she isn't going to do that anymore she was really surprised when he scooted toward her and gave her a side hug. Her eyes widening she looked at him and nodded saying "I-I won't Gabriel." Carefully she took her arms and wrapped them around him. She was shivering like a scared little child.
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Post by Gabriel Taylor Adams on Jan 2, 2010 11:43:43 GMT -5
History Can't Be Undone But It Can Be Erased
[/SIZE][/color][/font] [/center] [/i]. Gabriel was absolutely amazed on how unselfish some people could be. He'd stopped feeling the cold awhile ago, but that wasn't necessarily a good thing. That meant he was getting too cold. "Your boyfriend." He almost spat it. His dislike for the boy with rainbow hair grew. "And he's perfectly fine with you doing this?" His voice sounded eerily calm, neutral almost. He wasn't angry with her, he was angry with that thing. Gabriel felt that Joey was lucky how Hadley had softened him up, or he'd have been after the boy with a butcher knife. Well, perhaps not a butcher knife. Gabriel had never cared for them. "How could he let you do that?" Gabriel said finally. "It's not my place to say, but..." "That's a pretty shitty boyfriend." The anger was bleeding out of him. They were fixing this. They could make everything better. Gabriel blew out mist. [/font] Character Thoughts: Aren't we a pair. Song: History Erased -- Spoken [/ul]
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Post by Eliza Renee Parson on Jan 3, 2010 10:21:43 GMT -5
Don't try to fix me, I'm not broken Eliza leaned against Gabriel shivering. She really did hate being a prostitute. She knew that when she told Joey and herself back at the mall she wasn't going to do it anymore she still was. Though with Gabriel she just..couldn't say no. It was really odd and she was confused about it too. Eliza looked at him and said "The tempo?" Hearing his own explination she listened to his laugh. She really never heard him laugh. Oh wait. There was no joy in it. Shaking her head she said "Chinese food my ass. Gabriel it is below freezing most of the time. I can't have you living in a car." Shaking her head she said "I know you do 'okay', but.." She stopped. If she asked him to live with her what would Joey think? Joey can just suck it up. Gabriel is your friend that is living in a car in freezing weather. Eliza looked at Gabriel and said "You can come live with me." She stared at him. She stared at the snow watching the wind sort of make it do a small dance it seemed to her. Hearing Gabriel spat 'Your Boyfriend' Eliza looked at him. "No, he isn't. I never told him, but I think he figured it out on his own. He made me cover up." Her voice having no emotion in it what so ever. Eliza just stared straight forward avoiding his look. She hated that Joey did make her cover up. Sure, he was worried, but she didn't look that slutty. It sort of hurt that people really could notice. Hearing Gabriel finally say something she said "I just met up with him yesterday when I met you Gabriel and.." "He was the only guy that really stayed by myside through the whole miscarriage thing. " Tears streaming down her face she put her face in her hands. God, she hated crying in front of people. Especially Gabriel. Song: Hello~~Evanescence
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Post by Gabriel Taylor Adams on Jan 6, 2010 19:19:50 GMT -5
Maybe, We Can Lie Here For Awhile And Dream [/SIZE][/color][/font] [/center] [/i] he thought scornfully, then immediately felt guilty. "Ha. The sideshow freak and the-the. Well." Was he blushing? Gabriel, flushing? He scolded himself now. He was getting too attached, he should get up and walk away while he was still ahead. Grack. It was too late. He knew he wasn't going anywhere. It took him a minute to process what she meant by 'cover-up'. At first, he thought she meant this jerk had made her pretend she wasn't a prostitute while she was still that way. Gabriel felt stung. The only one who stuck with her. "I-I'm sorry. I shouldn't have left but..." Excuses rose to mind, all of it true, but not how he should handle that way. He hugged her again, chin resting on her head. "Liz, don't cry. I'm back, and I'm not going anywhere." Gabriel patted her awkwardly on the back, sighing softly. Mist formed at his lips. He hated himself for making her cry. "I can't move in with you, it'd be...unethical." What was he saying? He could keep an eye on her, and... "I don't think...What's Joey gonna say if he finds out?" It wasn't anywhere near what he wanted to say, but it was the most socially acceptable thing he could say. Gabriel was caving, he knew it. He was going to move in with Eliza, and his mind was going soft. Dammit. [/font] Notes: Aww. Song: I'll Be The One -- Spoken [/ul]
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Post by Eliza Renee Parson on Jan 6, 2010 20:44:43 GMT -5
And we know its never simple, Never easy. Eliza knew that her and Gabriel were one of the weirder ones of the friends type relationship. She wasn't sure if they were friends exactly. Though they were they were sitting together really had her change thoughts a little bit..
Hearing him say the sideshow freak and the what. She turned to him and saw him blush slightly. Gabriel...was...blushing?? Looking at him she just shook her and smiled. Sighing she looked at the ground and said "Gabriel are you okay..?" This was odd behavior for him.
Eliza saw how Gabriel let him sort of soak in the idea of the cover up concept. She understood. Well, not really, but she tried to understand..
Looking at him her eyes wide she said "G-Gabriel it is okay. Really..I guess..I don't mean to.." She stopped. What could she say. She didn't mean to make him feel guilty, but she did actually..she did sort of want him to and that was bad. Suddenly she felt guilty for trying to make her feel guilty.
Looking at him she said "You didn't make me cry..I am just so emotional.." She smiled slightly and said "You aren't leaving? Gabrielyou don't have to do that for me..really.."
"Joey can just suck it up. You are my friend. I have known you longer. You saved me from my dad mostly.." Resting her head on his shoulder she said "Please Gabriel can you just do this for me...Joey can just...kinda...you know..kiss my ass.." She smiled slightly.
Looking at him she realized she really hadn't seen this side of Gabriel. He was a lot...calmer it seemed like. Did Eliza actually miss the tumor? She did sort of miss the crazy side of him that scared the living shit out of her.
Which made her wonder. Why did she miss it?Notes: Awwww too x3 Song: Breathe by Taylor Swift ((I was in that kinda mood ^.^))
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Post by Gabriel Taylor Adams on Jan 7, 2010 12:54:49 GMT -5
We Used To Laugh About Nothing At All [/SIZE][/color][/font] [/center] [/font] Notes: -huggles Eliza and Gabriel doll- Song: Yours To Hold -- Skillet [/ul]
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Post by Eliza Renee Parson on Jan 7, 2010 17:39:00 GMT -5
And you got your share of secrets and i'm tired of being last to know Noticing it stopped snowing she felt like she could just fall asleep. Right here. Right against Gabriel. Staring out at the park she pressed her lips together. Looking at Gabriel through the corner of her eye she smiled slightly.
Hearing him stutter just raised her suspricions. What was up with him? Looking at him she said "It will be okay...I promise..Gabriel..if he yells at me than I can just suck it up. Though if he does ever like hit me than...." She froze at the thought. What would happen if Joey did hit her. No..he wouldn't...would he? Her body shaking now she whispered to herself "No...he wouldn't.."
She wondered what life would be like if Gabriel moved in with her. She can do that..right? She wasn't quite sure...she always lived with other people and she has been by herself for the past couple months in her apartment. It would probably be weird if he slept on her couch...she would have to get him a bed.
Eliza than smiled and hugged Gabriel and said "Good. I am glad you are. You don't need to be sleeping in your car in freezing cold weather." She pressed her face against his arm as she hugged him than quickly stopped her face turning a bright shade of red.
Eliza looked at Gabriel and said "Zach called you? I thought..I really don't remember much of that day. I was really out cold. He kicked me pretty bad...I was happy he didn't kick my stomach though..." She shivered at the thought. God, she could've seriously died.
She heard him say thank you and she nodded saying "Gabriel it is no problem.." When he asked if she walked her she opened her mouth than shut it. Wait. Did she? Thinking a few moment she nodded and said "Yeah..I did. Right after I dropped off my stuff at my house I came here..so yeah. I did." [/font] Notes: -huggles Gabriel and Eliza dolls also- This is quite touching actually [: Song:[/b] Your Not Sorry by Taylor Swift
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Post by Gabriel Taylor Adams on Jan 8, 2010 13:13:56 GMT -5
She Seemed To Disappear I Think I Found Out What's Going On [/SIZE][/color][/font] [/center] [/font] Notes: Haha, random bird. Song: X-Girlfriend -- Family Force Five [/ul]
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Post by Eliza Renee Parson on Jan 9, 2010 14:53:23 GMT -5
I know I let you down But it's not like that now This time I'll never let you go Eliza looked at him and said "I don't even know anymore Gabriel..I am not sure about anything anymore..." She bit her lip and looked away and stared at the snow. She wished the wind would start up again so she could just watch the snow spin like a wonderful dance all over. Hearing him say he was her guard dog she smiled and said "Exactly. Without you I would probably be so lost.." She smirked.
"Oh yeah I remember her.." She listened to him talk about how his sister was beaten she sighed and said "He hasn't hit me yet, but I don't know..I haven't really seen him drunk or high.." She bit her lip. She laughed and said "Yeah, I should of I should of called the cops on you too. Though, I didn't.." She always wondered why she never called the cops on him..that still made her wonder today..
"Yeah, I heard him call you, but I couldn't think straight. My head was all fucked up..." She shrugged also. "You weren't thinking clearly because I was injured and probably whining. Plus, he probably is in jail. I don't know and I don't care." She crossed her arms over her chest like a stubborn child.
Looking at the bird as it flew in front of them she just stared at it and watched it sort of flutter around. She smiled. She didn't really understand why the bird was still here. Watching it fly away she stared at the sky till it became a small speck in the sky.
When Gabriel talked again she jumped slightly and said "Well, freezing or not I can't stand the thought of you living in a car. It just isn't right.." She sighed and stared at the sky. Hopefully it won't snow again. They had enough snow as it is.
Eliza laughed and said "We can leave whenever your ready Gabriel. My butt isn't frozen to this bench..surprisingly." She chuckled.
Eliza hadn't noticed that he was tracing his scar and she didn't really care. She rubbed her arm and it was really bugging her. Why didn't she call the cops on Gabriel? He threatened her life for crying out loud! He didn't cut her or make her bleed...did he? The day was really blurry. She just remember being terrified. Looking at Gabriel she asked "Gabriel, why do you think I didn't call the cops?"
Eliza stared at him and said "Tell me about it...I know how you feel..." Hearing him talk about getting a knife smuggled to him she asked "Where? Usually knifes are aloud in..wait..scratch that.." She sighed and looked at him "If you don't want to tell me where exactly..I understand.."
She wondered where her dad was right now. God, hopefully he wouldn't come here. That would be horrible. Really horrible. He probably would scream at her all over again and god knows if he found out about Gabriel living with her. That would make this worst. It made her stomach tight up just thinking about it. Her eyes going wide she leaned against Gabriel a little bit more and brought her knees up to her chest and hugged them. She knew Gabriel could handle himself, but she hated seeing him in pain..it was just to much for her.Notes: Haha, birdy x3 Song: I Will Be--Avril Lavigne
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