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Post by Lindsay Ann Claire on Jan 6, 2010 15:22:16 GMT -5
[/center] - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -ONE DAY AT A TIME, LIFE GOES BY, IN THIS ENDLESS CYCLE.CAN YOU STOP IT? - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -WILL YOU FIND ME?I WILL SAVE YOU FROM THE DARKNESS, THE DARKNESS THAT IS YOUR HEART. - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -- - (( here is her outfit )) ----> www.polyvore.com/cgi/profile?id=1233710 Lindsay just didn't know what to do today. Nothing really interesting was going on anways. The only thing was the one night stand with a guy last night. Which she probably shouldn't have done since he got her drunk. It was like she had roofies. She had no clue what happened last night and today she had a massive headache. Anyone who knew her when she acted like this stayed out of the lion's den. Lindsay walked into the cemetary. There was nothing like the scary feeling of walking into a cemetary at eleven o'clock at night. And why would this feeling happen you ask? Maybe it's because of all the rumors going around about the dead rising around 11:15 or the ghost coming to haunt you around midnight. But honestly she didn't believe anything they had said. Sure she believe in some superstitious stuff but that wasn't important right now.
Walking around she saw graves dated the longest ago was about 1768. God these people were old. She started to wonder if she dug up the grave if the body would still be in the shape they burried them in like they are now a days or they would be rotted from the inside out. She made herself gag at that type of picture. Death just freaked her out. She hated the thought of that. She didn't know what to believe either. Would she just end up rotting in the ground and be reborn? Would her spirit go up to heaven? Would her body become a fertilizer for a plant? When she thought of these things she definately thought of herself as 'different' and wondered if anyone felt the same way as she did. She hoped she would find one someday so she wouldn't feel so 'different' and 'special' - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - * TAGS* Miss Lilaysize] *CREDIT*MEGHAN FTW OF CAUTION! for the temp, and my BFFL Becca Earp for the lyrics! *COMMENTS* two minds think alike XD
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Post by Jeremy Ryan Gavo on Jan 6, 2010 15:51:15 GMT -5
((Coding and outfit later Jeremy sat down in front of a grave his legs crossed and his hair covering his face completly. He was crying, but he really didn't feel the tears. It was as if they were completly invisible and just lifeless at the touch of them. Looking up he stared at the grave and he knew he didn't know who this person was, but...he felt sorry for the child who was burried here. He could almost picture his own grave here if he wasn't save from the lake he was pushed into by his own father. It terrified him. He hated the thought too. God, if he would've died he just wouldn't be here. Shivering at the thought he wrapped his arms around himself and stared at the ground. Biting the inside of his lip he looked up at the sky and saw in the distance another winter storm. Great. His body shivering he pulled his jacket closer to his body and zipped it up a bit more. Standing up he heard someone walking into the cementary. His body jolting toward the sound of the noise he could make out a small figure. Ahh, a girl. Perfect. Just wanted he needed to get out of his depression. Sex.
Standing up he brushed off his jeans and started to walk near the figure. He wondered what would happen to him if he died tonight..he pictured his mother's reaction if he commited suicide. He could just hear her painful screams and could see his fathers grin as he looked at his body. His body shaking with fear of himself he froze and leaned against a tree and took a deep breath. Get ahold of yourself Jeremy! You won't kill yourself. So shut up and just concetrate about the girl ahead of you. Nodding to his thoughts he started to approach the girl and looked at her. Staring at the girl for a moment he was smiling at her, but his eyes were full of pain and misery. He needed to get ride of his eyes and put new ones that were showing his fake emotion. Would think about that later. Looking at the girl he smiled again and said "Boo? Nevermind. Anyway what are you doing here this late? Oh and by the way...I am Jeremy.." He smiled and flipped his hair one time to show he was being flirtatious.
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Post by Lindsay Ann Claire on Jan 6, 2010 16:18:35 GMT -5
- - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - ONE DAY AT A TIME, LIFE GOES BY, IN THIS ENDLESS CYCLE. CAN YOU STOP IT? - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - WILL YOU FIND ME? I WILL SAVE YOU FROM THE DARKNESS, THE DARKNESS THAT IS YOUR HEART. - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -- - Lindsay stopped at a grave and looked at the name. She almost blew up in tears. It was her little foster sister Elizabeth. She died of cancer. Brain cancer to be exact. She covered her mouth and bauled. She traced the stone and remembered how close they were. She would always babysit her and cuddle up on the couch with her with popcorn with a funny kids movie in the DVD player. Lindsay couldn't control herself. She was on her knees and was leaning forward with her head leaning on the tomb stone. She wiped away some of the tears to make room for more that were coming. She had passed away about four years ago. And with no money all they could afford was a tiny little foot high tomb stone with her name, age, year she was born, year she died, and a saying from the bible.
Lindsay jumped up when she heard a guys voice. "Oh god...sorry. uh..i'm just...uh.." She was at a loss of words. She still had her face still red but some of it was from the cold, and some makeup was running. She took her jacket sleeve and wiped that away showing just her red face from crying and the cold. Lindsay smiled and said "I just had to say goodnight to someone." She looked down at the tomb stone and then back up at the guy. She figured she should flee out of there "I'm Lindsay..Uh listen it was nice meeting you but i have to go. i'm sorry." She headed for the entrance of the cemetary. Lindsay instead of leaving ran behind a giant tomb stone that hid her petite figure. She sat down and laid her head on the stone and covered her mouth letting out a few little tears. She couldn't help her memories from that day of the funeral flooding back up inside her mind. Every one in the place was crying. Even the priest. Well everyone besides the little kids who didn't even know what was going one. She pulled out her phone and looked at the time. oh look it was 11:15 and no bodies had come up from their grave yet. She wasn't going to be stupid enough to believe that stuff. Right now though she wished she could start over her and Jeremy's meeting. Mostly because she realized he was hot, and was just trying to meet someone. Just like she was. ONly she would have just used him for sex..god she hated herself right now. - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - * TAGS* Miss Lilay* CREDIT* MEGHAN FTW OF CAUTION! for the temp, and my BFFL Becca Earp for the lyrics! * COMMENTS* ah they are going to be perfect for each other
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Post by Jeremy Ryan Gavo on Jan 6, 2010 16:38:31 GMT -5
As Jeremy was walking over to the girl he saw her crying and kneeled down in front of a tombstone. What was wrong? Maybe he couldn't figure that out...hopefully. Right now he had to get his facts straight. Okay, she was sobbing so it must of been someone close to her. Alright. Oh, and she seemed very emotional. He hoped she wasn't a virgin. God, they got so clingy sometimes. Shaking his head of those thoughts he knew he shouldn't be thinking about sex when this girl probably just lost someone very, very close to her. He can't go up and said 'Oh heyyyy wanna do it betch?' Hahaha..no. Not right. Not right at all. That would be cruel even for him.
Seeing her jump he hoped he didn't scare her to much. Listening to her stumble over words he just raised his eyebrows. He than slightly nodded as if he understood. Watching as she wiped away the make-up he sighed and said "It is fine...really.." When she smiled he raised his eyebrows and nodded and looked at the tomb. Oh. A little girl. Must of been a sister or something. He frowned and looked at her, but didn't say anything. Breathing small fog went into the air and dissapeared. Hearing her say her name and than said it was nice talking to him and she just..left. Waving he said "Uh..okay..uhmm.." He stopped. He looked at the ground and mouthed her name. Lindsay. Such a strange name. He hadn't heard that name in awhile.
Watching her heading toward the exit she quickly turned and ran toward a giant tomb stone that hid her very well. Shaking his head he walked toward the tombstone and looked around. God, it was seriously freaky here. Quietly and quickly walking behind the tombstone he sat on the other side and rested his head against it and let his own tears fall. Why the hell was he being so emotional tonight! Pulling out his own cell phone he checked the time. 11:20. Hmm. Wasn't there some sort of legend he didn't care about? Oh whatever. His whole body shaking he looked left right. He swore he could've saw his dad...nevermind that. Standing up his body was still shaking he put his hand on top of the tombstone.
Walking around to the otherside he looked at Lindsay and said "Hey, I know I shouldn't of followed you like some creeper, but I just..you know..wanted to see you were okay. You looked depressed and I just wanted to say I understand your loss...I kinda almost became that little girl about six years ago.." Okay, why the HELL was he telling her the biggest part of her past he never told anyone else? God, he was stupid, but he was trying to comfort her...right? Yeah, thats it..trying to comfort her. He knew he would use this poor girl for sex later, but hell time comes and time goes. Does it matter? Looking at her he sat down next to her and said "I promise it will be okay...at least she isn't here where everything is all fucked up right?" He smirked.
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Post by Lindsay Ann Claire on Jan 6, 2010 17:02:28 GMT -5
- - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - ONE DAY AT A TIME, LIFE GOES BY, IN THIS ENDLESS CYCLE. CAN YOU STOP IT? - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - WILL YOU FIND ME? I WILL SAVE YOU FROM THE DARKNESS, THE DARKNESS THAT IS YOUR HEART. - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -- -Lindsay sat on the other side of the tomb stone. She should have left anyways. She had stopped crying by now and was just thinking. With her knees pulled up close to her chest, she took out her phone and looked through past conversations. She smiled at some of the funny ones. She sniffled and wiped away some more smeared makeup. She couldn't believe she had turned down using that guy though. Now she knew another weakness. It just wasn't the right time for him to come along. Now if he had come along on her walk here than that would be a totally different story. After finishing the conversation she read she let her legs fall out straight. She crossed them right over left and sighed. She looked up and saw the moon. And then something she saw was amazing and made her feel that something good was going to happen. She saw a shooting star. And with all this time living in a small town, she finally looked up at the sky and saw something she had never thought she would ever be able to witness.
She smiled and then jumped again when she saw Jeremy come out of no where. Now she was a little irritated. Why had he followed her? She was wondering why a guy like him would follow her, then again she usually got guys like him in a one night stand. "Good god can you stop doing that before i suffer a heart attack at 16?" She said with her eyes closed and breathing heavily. With all the legends around here she was worried that he could be some ghost, or a zombie for that matter. Ok so she did believe in the legends but that wasn't the important thing. The important thing was to wonder why he was telling her special things about his life when all they had said to each other was their names.
Lindsay bit her lip and smiled. She figured if she wanted to get him into the bed she might as well try to at least make a first move, but that was her non common sense mind, and her common sense mind mixed in with her non common sense mind. She bit her lip again and leaned in to kiss him on the cheek, after she did she pulled back and said "Sorry. I'm just going through a lot right now. And your really sweet." Honestly she hadn't met anyone like him for a long time. And she hated being the way she was because the last time she found a guy like him she blew him off, one night and that was it. She hated it, it was like an addiction to heroin. And no way was she going to go cold turkey. That just wasn't in her abilities to do that kind of stuff. Maybe a guy a week? At least that would be cutting back from the three a week. Well not all the time she did this just when she felt really depressed and wanted to feel good about herself.
And that was just it, she did this to up her self esteem, without other drunk guys telling her that she was beautiful, or hot, or sexy all the time she would just go into depression with the lowest self esteem you could ever think of a really pretty girl to have. And naturally she was very pretty, but obviously she didin't think that so she was left with stuff like this. Late night parties, smoking, drug use, sex...all of it helped her stay alive and now she wanted it all to go away. She wanted to stop this. Enough was enough. Since fourteen she had been used for sex, used other people for sex. It was just horrible to think about.
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Post by Jeremy Ryan Gavo on Jan 7, 2010 10:02:59 GMT -5
As Jeremy was staring up at the sky just spacing off he saw a shooting star on his side of the tombstone also. It was nothing special to him. Shooting stars actually pissed him off. Sure they were beautiful and rare and all, but what is the point in them if he saw his very first one as he was getting beaten in the car as he stared out the window he saw a shooting star and he couldn't help, but wonder why his dad hated him so much. What the hell did he ever do to him? Why didn't his mom come and save him?! Did she really hate Jeremy that much too? His body shaking with fury and frustration he knew he wasn't depressed anymore. He was now just straight out pissed off.
Jeremy chuckled when Lindsay jumped. He smiled at her. Shaking his head he was about to tell her not to flatter herself he was just looking for some sex tonight, but decieded to not straight out say that really. He laughed at her comment and said "No, I don't think I will sweetheart. It is rather fun to watch you jump." She was 16? Just a year younger than Jeremy himself. So, that wasn' too bad. He laughed when she started to do some breathing excersices and he said "Oh god Yoga classes much?" He smiled to himself and he still regretted telling her the small part of his life. Though, he wouldn't let anything else slip out. Ever. Again. If he did he truely would just walk away and think fuck it. It wasn't worth it probably. Biting his lower lip he looked away and spaced in and out now and than. After about five minutes he turned back to her.
When Lindsay came in and kissed him on the cheek he just raised an eyebrow at her. If he was a virgin he would be all like'OMG I GOT KISSEEDDD!' Though he was long gone a virgin back in eigth grade. Damn teacher. Staring at her he laughed and said "Me? Really? Why thank you. You are pretty sweet yourself." Patting her on the head he said "It helps that you are pretty also." He smirked at her and said "Oh I think you got a bit of dirt right..." He took his finger and wiped of some 'dirt' off her chin. He smiled and said "Got it." Wiping it off on his shirt he turned away for a moment and stared at the sky. Why did he have to be such a sex addict? He knew that if he kept doing this and he got caught with a prostitute than he might get arrested. And he might get the girl arressted. He almost got one girl arressted. What was her name again? Elisa? Eliza? Oh yeah. That was it.
Jeremy looked over at her and said "Hey, is there anyway I could help you like at all tonight. I am willing to do anything to help you." He smirked at her. By anything he met sex and hopefully she could catch the message. He didn't like a lot of chitchat before sex. Less amusing. Get it over with and just yell 'fuck it' and leave. No conversation afterwards just leaving. That is really about it. Though, he felt some weird connection with this girl...Jeremy stop it! You don't fall in love...plus you talked to this girl for all of ten minutes...so don't fool yourself alright! FOCUS ON THE SEX! That is what he did. Focused on the sex. He stared at her exaiming her up and down.
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Post by Lindsay Ann Claire on Jan 7, 2010 12:37:28 GMT -5
- - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - ONE DAY AT A TIME, LIFE GOES BY, IN THIS ENDLESS CYCLE. CAN YOU STOP IT? - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - WILL YOU FIND ME? I WILL SAVE YOU FROM THE DARKNESS, THE DARKNESS THAT IS YOUR HEART. - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -- - Lindsay raised an eyebrow at him. If he hadn't gotten the message now. Than he was just stupid. She was not a virgin. And she could easily tell that he was thinking that she was. Though Lindsay had never believe that the wish would come true she did wish on that shooting star that went by about five minutes ago. She raised her eyebrow at him and crossed her arms. "Well you should stop soon, because the more you do, the more I am immune to it." She smirked like she had won a very hard to win victory. Lindsay licked her lips and sighed. She laid her head on the tombstone and said "yeah you should try it, it really helps me not punch someone." She looked over at him.
Lindsay could tell that he had something on his mind. She hoped that he wasn't a virgin. That would just make it harder to get him laid. They were so self concious all the time, and then clingy afterwards. They would always call expecting her to meet up with them again and just do it again, which honestly most of the time she was either drunk or just in the mood to leave people so she wouldn't even remember the guy the next day. That's exactly why she was never planning to go to Las Vegas. She didn't exactly want to take any chances. But honestly he looked like a guy who was definately not a virgin. It was like she had a gift. She could just tell these things. Which really came in handy at a bar, so she knew to head for the non virgin guys and stay away from the boys bathroom.
Lindsay just smiled. She actually blushed a little bit, but it was covered up by her red cheeks from the cold. And why? How the hell could she blush when she was just trying to nail a guy? Ok now she was wearded out. She didn't fall in love. She had used so many guys in the past and now when she thought about getting him into the bed, it felt...wrong. Wait what??!?!?! Tell me this isn't happening. You know that he is just another guy who you want to screw. There is no way you can think that this is wrong. Just focus on the one thing that you wanted. But she couldn't. Why couldn't she? She just kept thinking about how wrong it was to do it with him this fast. She didn't know who she was anymore.
Lindsay faught that thought. She felt him touch her chin. She smirked and raised an eyebrown. She got on her knees right in front of him. She had both of her hands on his shoulders and her forehead touching his. She smiled and said "I'm not a virgin." She stood up and started to brush stuff off of her ass.
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Post by Jeremy Ryan Gavo on Jan 7, 2010 17:08:19 GMT -5
I want to hold you high, and steal your pain away. Jeremy smiled and reached into his pocket and pulled out a piece of gum. Freshen up his breath. Listening to her talk he really could care less. He just wanted her in bed. Badly. Looking at her he said "Psh, you wouldn't become immune. You want to, but you won't. Trust me." He grinned and chewed his gum with his mouth closed and sighed. Staring at the sky he blinked a few times. Even slowly a couple which was probably kind of creepy. Well, he assumed it was, but whatever. Laughing he said "Oh but dear Lindsay it is no nice to punch somebody." He grinned.
Jeremy wondered what Lindsay was thinking about right now. It seriously made him wonder like a mother fucker. He hated not knowing what other people thought because he knew that if he knew what other people thought about him than he would be able to change himself and make himself better in the future. HE wasn't quite sure how he could possible make himself better exactly but he thought if he could than hell that would be awesome. Though he wouldn't admit it to himself he wanted someone beside him and loving him and that wouldn't leave. He really did want to find real love, but he was looking in the wrong places and he wouldn't admit it to himself that he wanted real love. He always lied to himself about stuff like that.
When she got on her knees and put her hands on his shoulders and pressed her forehead against her thousands of emotions and thoughts went through him. Oh my god...what was he feeling? He did this to several other girls and this shit never happened. Never It just didn't. He never felt what he was feeling right now. He felt like he had thousands of electric jolts being pressed into him. When she said she wasn't a virgin he knew this was his only chance.
Standing up he grabbed her arms and pressed her against the nearest tree. His body pressed against hers he stared at her and said "I am not either." Than he pressed his lips against hers intensely and pinned her arms against the tree still. He just let his mind drift off. He didn't want to think about how maybe, just maybe he could be in love with...
Lindsay Ann Claire. The only person who was exactly like him it seemed like.
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Post by Lindsay Ann Claire on Jan 7, 2010 18:00:31 GMT -5
- - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - ONE DAY AT A TIME, LIFE GOES BY, IN THIS ENDLESS CYCLE. CAN YOU STOP IT? - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - WILL YOU FIND ME? I WILL SAVE YOU FROM THE DARKNESS, THE DARKNESS THAT IS YOUR HEART. - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -- - Lindsay looked at him when she talked. Ok she had to notice how he didn't even care that she was talking. Then again, most guys didn't anyways. Just may be the way the male mind worked out. She smiled and thought. It was strange to think that only a few seconds ago she was trying to get away from him and now she was close to him...talking. And she was feeling something. Something she shouldn't be. It was weird. It was like something happened inside of her that she couldn't control. Something she hadn't felt in a long, long time. She had butterflies in her stomach. She was nervous. How? How was this physically possible for her? It didn't seem possible in any way. She sighed and looked back up at the sky. It was really beautiful. With the way the moon reflected off of his eyes just drove her crazy.
But she unlike other people could admit herself to love. And you would think that a girl like her would never admit to herself that she a guy more than a friend or a brother. But right now it was true. She was in love with Jeremy Gavo. She was. It was no use to try to convince herself otherwise. She just couldn't believe it. She was just surprised and shocked, and extatic, and nervous, every happy and nervous feeling that there was possible. She smiled at him after she stood up. She brushed her hands together to get off of the snow and the dirt. She was soon more surprised than she should have been.
She was pressed up against the tree while Jeremy kissed her. And it didn't make it too romantic when he pinned her arms but she actually kinda liked being man handled like that. She had her eyes wide open at first and then slowly closed them and kissed Jeremy back, and enjoyed every second of that moment. When she was done kissing him she asked "And what was that for?" Having excitement, happiness, and the element of surprise in her voice.
She got a hold of herself and said "I kinda guessed. I don't think a virgin would have done that." She smiled at him. Her sweet smile. And it wasn't forced like she usually did to seduce a guy. This was natural and uncontrolable. She sighed and laid her head against the tree trunk and looked up at the sky for a moment and then back down at Jeremy. - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - * TAGS* Miss Lilay* CREDIT* MEGHAN FTW OF CAUTION! for the temp, and my BFFL Becca Earp for the lyrics! * COMMENTS* ah they are to be perfect for each other
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Post by Jeremy Ryan Gavo on Jan 11, 2010 19:32:00 GMT -5
Jeremy felt like he really wanted to smoke, get some LSD, or some sort of drug that would make his mind drift off and he could just enjoy this somehow. Smiling to himself he looked at her. He felt like he had bees in his stomach buzzing around in his stomach and one stung him slightly and he felt a sharp pain in his stomach. Groaning slightly he shook it off and stood up. Reaching in his back pocket he pulled out a small vile of vodka and took a small sip. Ahh, much better. Now he was hydrated. Sighing he looked at Lindsay. God, she was really pretty in the moonlight. As the moon shone on her hair he wanted to press her against the gravestone and just do it right here not even caring if they would get in trouble. He stared at her he realized his breath was taken away. What was happening to him? He never experience love so this feeling was unnatural and unfamiliar to Jeremy.
He stared at her his eyes wide and exaiming her up and down. The song 'Hot by Avril Lavigne' rang in his head. Sure, she was a girl singer, but she was one of the best and Jeremy was very picky about his music. Yawning he turned away for a second and rubbed his hands together. Tonight was one of the warmer nights. Not the coldest. Probably the warmest so far this year. Lucky him. Lucky Lindsay. Hell, lucky both of them.
Jeremy knew that she was surprised when he pinned her against the tree. No other way to kiss her. He frowned when she pulled away and said "Is it a crime to kiss someone you find sexy?" He smiled and kissed her again and forced his tongue through her lips. He wanted her. He wanted her body. He wanted her now and he wasn't going to do anything to stop him from getting her.
Jeremy smirked and pulled away for a moment and said "Haven't been a virgin since I was thirteen sweetie." He smiled and let go of her arms and just held her hands now. He didnt' care if he was being to touchy grabby. That was how he was. Pressing his body against hers again he held her hands tight and kissed her again. Letting go of one of her hands he put it in her hair and just left it there. Closing his eyes he just let his body taking over and his lips just gliding against hers. He smiled and pulled away for a second and put his forehead against hers. Opening his eyes he took a few deep breaths and whispered "God, I want you now Lindsay.." He smiled a real smile. Not a stupid seducing one, but a real one. He looked at her and whispered "Do you want me as badly as I want you?" He stared his brown eyes staring into hers.
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Post by Lindsay Ann Claire on Jan 11, 2010 20:10:23 GMT -5
- - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - ONE DAY AT A TIME, LIFE GOES BY, IN THIS ENDLESS CYCLE. CAN YOU STOP IT? - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - WILL YOU FIND ME? I WILL SAVE YOU FROM THE DARKNESS, THE DARKNESS THAT IS YOUR HEART. - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -- - Lindsay smiled in the kiss that was basically forced upon her. But she really enjoyed it. And I mean really did. She was not used to this type of feeling of emotion. She wasn't used to this much passion. She wasn't used to being man handled either. That was a first. It was almost like she was just starting over this whole sex craze. And she had started it only a few years ago. Since she was fourteen. Hey she couldn't avoid the very good looking emo guy who always eyed her. So why not take up the offer...sure she was fourteen but she felt ready then... not like she wasn't from the start anyways.
Lindsay studied him closely. He looked like something huge was happening. could he be feeling the same way? She thought. Maybe...it could be. I mean the boy did just push her up against and a tree and makeout with her. She smiled at him. His eyes were gorgeous in the moonlight. It was almost like they had little lightbulbs on the insides of them. Or little fireflies constantly flickering on and off, on and off. She smiled at him and said "Of course not but i'm just surprised the way you just manhandled me like that. I've never had a guy do that to me..." she paused then smiled "It's kinda sexy. She said in sort of a sexy tone. It wasn't like she was going to let him do her right here right now. One, it was too cold. Two, someone could easily see them. Three, this was a place of rest, not the best place to fuck.
Lindsay smirked sexily "I haven't since I was fourteen bucko. It's not like i'm unexperianced. A few one nights stands here and there works just fine for me." She kissed his neck softly and then pulled away. Lindsay smiled. She knew what she was getting into for the night. Which seemed ok. Because knowing he hasn't been a virgin since thirteen made her know that he was good. She smiled and kissed his neck some more. Then she kissed his collar bone all the way to the other side of his neck up to about his jaw line. "And if I do?" She asked him still kissing his neck in between. She was turning on her, irrisistable part of her. And it seemed to be working.
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Post by Jeremy Ryan Gavo on Jan 14, 2010 17:05:26 GMT -5
Jeremy kissed Lindsay intensely and smiled as she smiled against his lips as he kissed her. As he kissed her he bit her lip softly and than just went back to making out with her. Smiling again he wondered what she thought. God, he so wished he was a mind reader right now. It would come in handy when it came to sex, because usually only a few girls criticized how he did sex. He liked criticism. Helped him be better for the next one night stand. If both of the people are happy the better the sex. Okay. Jeremy was sex crazed and he knew it. Hey, he is a guy!
Jeremy smiled as she just sort of stared in his eyes. He knew his eyes were very unique. He was lucky to have them. One of the many reasons he could get girls in bed. His eyes. Sure he had tattoos but that really isn't a turn on for many girls. He laughed when she talked about the manhandling and said "That is how I am." He smirked. Than when she paused and said it was sexy in a sexy tone his eyes widened and he smiled and said "One of my many amazing traits." Jeremy was being sarcastic of course. Jeremy thought he was far from amazing. He thought he was terrible..No Jeremy. No thinking about past now. Think later not now. He knew they shouldn't fuck here. Place of rest. He had respect for the dead.
Jeremy chuckled and said "Thirteen for me. Learned from an adult myself." He shivered in happiness. God, that felt good. He had to admit he was a sucker for neck kisses. As she kissed his neck some more and than to his collar bone and back up the neck to his jaw line he let out a small gasp. God, he hadn't been kissed that well ever. He smiled and stuttered out "H-holy crap.." He sounded like a little virgin again. Looking at her he said as she kept kissing his neck he had to hold a tree to help from collapsing in pleasure. "If you do I will take you somewhere where we can get better, and better at this." He smiled and shivered again. He groaned and said "God, you do have a lot of experience. You are the first person to actually make me shiver in pleasure..." He smiled and tilted his head up to the sky as she kissed his neck.
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