I don't fit the mold{Tag;; Joey}

[Claudias Asher Germal]

Claudias washed his mouth out, with the bottle he had sitting next to him on the floor. It was middle of lunch, no boy would willing sit on the floor in this bathroom but Claudias had too. He ate a huge meal for breakfast, and he had tacos at lunch, really eating every thing in site. He binged and felt so pure. The aftereffects just calmed him more then any drug could do for him. His eyes shut in sheer tiredness, and maybe a hint of pleasure.

As Claudias sat there, the glow started left. Claudias stood up and left the bathroom, his breath smelling like vomit. He stood, on tiptoes to see his torso in the mirror. He sat what no one else did, the rolls, the fat the muffin top. All blown out of scale, almost like he's looking at himself at the circus and he's at one of thoes fun mirrors.

His baggy jeans and shirt ate the boy, but it didn't stop him for seeing every fault, the dark lines under his eyes, the yellowing theeth, the fading hair. All things showed for him. Claudias reached into the black backpack and pulled out a toothbruse he began to scrub at his teeth, He stood there, making his gums bleed scrubbing so hard to take away the yellow.

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[Zachary Mark Flaherty]

Blake walked into the bathroom, and he hd to go. He heard someone vomit. He made a face like he was going to puke. he hated the smell of puke. He went to the bathroom and washed his hands as the boy came out. "Are you okay?" He asked. he brushed his hands on his black jeans. He wasn't going to go near the wall. he looked at the bpy. He was super skinny. He had very dull hair.

Blake had on a a red sweatshirt, black skinny jeans, blue converse, and a light blue hat on. Blake always had a hat on. He looked at he boy, he looked very very familiar. Like this whole scene had happened before, but he just couldn't remember. He bit his lip and looked at the boy. Yup. Very very familar.

[Claudias Asher Germal]

Claudias nearly chocked on his toothpaste foam, spitting out quickly and rinseing his mouth out again, he looked at the boy. "Yea, I'm fine" He said, his whole head turning as red as his hair.He gulped, and felt a wave of sickness run over him. 'How much has this boy seen? He wondered.

Claudias looked down, then back up at the taller boy. Claudias wrapped his arms around his torso, watching Blake watch him. "Uhm..What do you want?" He asked, after the awkward silnce they fell into. Why does he feel like they've had this converstation before? Claudias shook off the thought and pushed it to the back of his mind, along with most other things. He lended back against the sink, supporting himself, He was terrified that he knew what Claudias had just done and was going to go about and tell the world.

[Blake Tanner Edwards]

Blake look at him. He definately knew this boy. "I'm Blake. And are you sure your okay? It sounded like you just puked." he said. he looked at her the boy. Yeah. This was strange, not to mention awkward. He blinked for a moment before he stuffed his hands into is the pockets of is jeans. He bit his lip. "Do I know you? Like.. i feel like this has happened before." he said.

HE looked at him. "What? Just cause I asked you if your okay your asking me what I want?" He asked. Well, that was rather rude. He looked at him. Blake has figured out that the boy was bulimic, since the boy was a twig ready to keel over dead. He had no reason to go out and tell the world though, for it wasn't his business what the boy did, or didn't do.

[Claudias Asher Germal]

"I'm Claudias" He said, looking away from Blake. He was unable to keep eye conact with the boy. "Uhm, yea. I get upset stomachs all the time" He lied smoothly, to this boy it seemed that everyone was noticing his weight, and commenting. He frowned "Yea.. I got that feeling too.."He said, shrugging that name didn't ring any bells, but then again, what did Claudias know, he was prolly too busy dealing with his own personal broken heart to really make friends, And here he would try his best to move on.

"Well, Most people want something, it's human nature really" He said, turning back to the mirror, he frowned. Ugh. Could he be any more disgusting? Claudias sighed and ran a hand threw the red hair, it was plainly on his head. He turned to one side. "Uhm..soo" He said, trying to break the ice with Blake. They seemed to start off on thwe wrong foot. "Uhmm.. I like your pants?" He offered, trying to find a new topic.

[Blake Tanner Edwards]

"That's a nice name." He said calmly. "Ah. I see. Maybe you should get that checked out then. He added after a moment. He blinked. This was really awkward. "As long as I'm not the only one that thinks that then I suppose I'm not weird." He said. Blake stood there, looking down at his feet. He didn't know what to say.

"But not everyone wants something sometimes. You should know that. Some people my just want to talk, not something that they have to be given or anything like that. He said. He blinked. He rose and eyebrow at him. "Um. Thanks I guess. I like your..shirt." He said. He didn't really know what to say. He looked at the boy. He started to fiddle with his light blue hat.

[Claudias Asher Germal]

Claudias laughed, nervously. "This is awkward" He said, smiling at Blake "So, uhmmm, Do you like..music?"He asked, Claudias isn't very good at interacting with kids his own age, or near it. He learned from Richard how to act around people, and while he was with Richard, he interacted with adults, not kids. He can make easy converstion with adults, and he's more comfortable with them. Teenagers scared the shit outta him.

Claudias blushed "Naw.. I'm good"He said, watching Blake. "Blake?"He started, looking down at his shoes, then back up at Blake. "Never mind" He said, looking to the sink, then at his backpack laying on the floor. Claudias was still holding his toothbrush in his hand, He leaned over to put the brush away, and while bent over, a flash of skin rose, the side view of a clear hip bone jutting out of his skin. The bone look like it was about to break the skin, in that was possible for it. Claudias felt the cold on his hip and quickly covered the exposed area. Hopefully Blake didn't see.

[Blake Tanner Edwards]

"Just a little yeah." He laughed. "Yes! I want to be a famous singer in a band. You know, sooner or later." He said. He smiled at him. That was his dream, to be famous singer. Blake loved the attention, and wanted to prove his parents wrong, that even if he was gay, he could still be famous. "I've always wanted to be famous." He said.

"Well.. Alright then." He said. He watched the boy as he bend down and saw his hip bone sticking out like it was going to go through his skin. He looked at him. He didn't say anything about it. He heard his name, "Yeah?" He asked. He looked at him. "uh. okay." He said, very confused.

[Claudias Asher Germal]

Claudias nodded "Can you sing..good?" He asked, straightening up. He watched Blake, dark splots began to disturber his vision. 'Crap..not now' He thought. Claudias chewed his lip and blinked, hard. He wasn't going to pass out. Claudias "So, what if..being famous doesn't work?" He asled, nearly clinging to the sink. Trying to act as normal as possible. "I..mean, I'm not...hoping..it doesn't work...I just want to know what'd you do instead?" He rambled. Normally he can talk his way to calming down these fits. He doesn't want to pass out. "Blake.. Do you have any..like food on you?" He asked, Not proud that he had to ask for food.

Claudias smiled weakly at Blake. He looked whiter then a sheepdog and his hands were shaking as he held onto the prolince of the sink. His nails wea and brittle breaking on the sink, He didn't even notice. "I..want to get a...phd in math.. but I'm flunking..most of my classes" He said "I...think your hot.." He said, not even thinking. Claudias was just throwing out words, he had to keep focus "I forgot my water bottle in the bathroom stall. Did you know if..you puke on an empty stomach.. you throw up black stuff... it's stomach acid" He rambled and rambled.

[Blake Tanner Edwards]

"Yeah. I guess I can." He said. He looked at him. The boy didn't look okay. "If I can't be famous, then my parents were right, and I'm nothing but a failure in their eyes." He said. He would just be a gay failure , and his parents wouldn't ever let him forget it. They told him he wouldn't be anything. The boy rose and eyebrow as the other boy asked if he had any food. He pulled out a chocolate bar from his pocket. "Here." He said. He handed to the boy.

"Aw. I guess you will have to keep trying not to fail." He said. He stared at the boy as he started to ramble. "Why thank you very much. I think your cute." Blake said. No use hiding that he was in fact gay. He never hid it, but he just wouldn't tell people. They had no reason to know if he was straight or gay.

"Um. That's nice?" Blake said, not sure what to say to teh boy as he rambled. I don't think i needed that information." Blake said.

[Claudias Asher Germal]

Claudias frowned "I..bet you'll make it..then" He said, not sure if he wanted to let go to grab the chocolate bar. Claudias looked at the bar. He hasn't had chocolate in..months. Nearly a year. He snatched it right of Blake's haid. "Thanks" He muttered, ripping it open. Oh my god. This smelt better then sex. Claudias would know that too. He took a small bite. His face made a 'oh yeaaa" Like if you itch a dog behind the ear. "You are ..my life savoier" He said, taking anouther small bite. He had to turn slightly away from Blake. He hated being seen eating. "I have had chocolate in... like a year" He said, waiting for his blood sugar to come back up. He still held the sink, just in case.

His whole body most likely turned the color of his hair. Someone called him cute? He was just being poliete, "Thank you" He said, again, but this time, anyone could tell Claudias was ripping that comment into sherds, to fit his own person unhappiness. "Oh.. sorry.. I ramble when ..I get nervous" He said, redder still. "My dad's a doctor.. so I read his medical books as a kid" He explained, further. As if trying to make his own personal knowlege of binginge seem normal.

[Blake Tanner Edwards]

Blake looked at him. His brown eyes widened slightly as the chocolate was snatched from his hands. 'I hope I do too." he said. Blake bit his lip, trying not to laugh at the boy's face as he took a bite of the chocolate. He pulled out another chocolate bar, opened it and took a bite. Blake was addicted to candy, and chocolate. He smiled. "haha. You're welcome." He said, before taking another bite of his candy. Blake always had candy with him.

"You're welcome." He said. He took another bite of his chocolate. The sugar addict, that's what his parents always called him. He stared at him. "A year... without chocolate... WHAT IS WRONG WITH YOU!?!?!" Blake screamed. Blake had problems when it came to candy.

[Claudias Asher Germal]

Claudias nodded "Are you in Choir?" He asked. His head feeling better. but a sinking feeling of gulit and disgust set in. Here he was eating infront of some stranger who prolly thinks he's a whale and should just never eat again. He turned himself away from Blake. Still nibbling at the chocolate bar. He smiled shyly at Blake, he nodded.

"Yea.. It's not good for you..to eat chocolate" He said, looking at the bar, he turned it over to scan the ingerdiants in the bar. ' SUGAR, CHOCOLATE, COCOA BUTTER, COCOA PROCESSED WITH ALKALI, MILK FAT, LACTOSE, SOY LECITHIN, PGPR, VANILLIN, ARTIFICIAL FLAVOR, AND MILK ' He read. his nose wrinkling as he read on. fat Claudias wrapped up the bar, he's give it back to Blake, but he didn't want to seem groos. Some people don't like sharing food. Claudias never cared about germs. They never bothered him.

[Blake Tanner Edwards]

"Well.. no.." He said. he blinked. "I'm thinking about dropping out. I'm almost nineteen anyway. He added. The fact was, he didn't want to be in choir, it would just hold him back. He didn't want to sing that they wanted to sing, he wanted to sing songs he wrote, and that he could play on the guitar.

Blake wrinkled his face up when Claudius handed him his half eaten chocolate. "You can keep it" He said. He didn't want that back. Blake wasn't one to be all germ freak or anything, but he didn't like sharing food. It was just something Blake didn't like to do. "So? Its also somewhat good for you. Its been proven or something like that." He said. He bit his chocolate bar and handed the chocolate back to Ci-ci.

[Hugo Daniel McDawson]

Claudias wrinkled his nose. "No!" He said "Don't drop out!" He exclaimed "School is good for you" He added, nodding. Even though his claim was weak and kinda of silly, Claudias stood by his logic. He always did.

Claudias nodded "Okay.." He took the candy bac and placed it in his backpack. Claudias looked at the backpakc and pulled the chocolate back out. When would be his next chance to it something this yummy? He thought and took small bites. Eating like a mouse would. "Yea, but that's dark chocolate. And it's only small amounts. Eating too much chocolate is bad." He said but didn't stop himself from eating it. His logic was still working with him. He'd eat it. Enjoy it. Then..throw it up, later.