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Post by Zachary Mark Flaherty on Jan 3, 2010 0:06:54 GMT -5
Zach had Ember in her little carrier thing. He didn't know what it was called, but he still had her wrapped up in one. He didn't like this at all. Sydney had told him to go do something and stop sitting around the house. He never did anything but play with the baby. He had looked at his baby girl who was gooing to herself when he saw he left his ring at home. He must have forgotten to put it back on after his shower before he was told to get out of the house.
He took a seat at a bench and looked at Ember. She didn't like her seat at all, and started to scream. He looked at her and tried to hush her, but she wouldn't stop screaming. He unzipped her from the carrier and picked her up. She still wouldn't stop screaming though. He hushed her again and held her softly. "Shhh." He said. She looked at him for a moment, then screamed more.
"Ember. Shh" He said. He rubbed her back, still she wouldn't be quiet. He sighed. He needed help. He was tired and kicked out his house to hang around a mall for a few hours with a screaming baby. Oh how much fun that was.
He looked at he screaming baby. She wouldn't stop. He needed help, anyone to stop the screaming.
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Post by Melissa Lee Pratt on Jan 3, 2010 0:22:45 GMT -5
SITUATIONS ARE IRRELVANT NOW ,THE FRUSTRATION, IT'S A REGULAR THING !
Melissa walked into the mall half expecting someone to be in there just waiting for her and wanting to talk to her. But she was feeling a little better now that she had met some new people. And some people that she had met (guys only)were just gorgeous and it was hard for her to even talk to them. Melissa sighed and then looked around the mall. Every store was located in here, which was funny since the mall looked as big as the town. She giggled at that thought. God she could not wait to turn eighteen and move to a big city like Los Angeles or New York City. She turned to her left to see a guy with a baby, and honestly the baby didn't exactly look like a happy camper.
Melissa being the softy that she is walked over to the guy and bent down next to him "Uh..do you need any help there?" He looked like a teenager. So how could he have a kid already? Well she figured they could be like that show 16 and pregnant, only this guy looked older than 16. She sighed and took the baby. She smiled and made stupid faces at the baby and soon the baby was instead of crying...laughing. She knew that she did something good for this guy. She smiled and held the baby in her arms. Turning up to look at him she realized that she hadn't introduced herself "By the way..i'm Melissa." She smiled and turned back down to the baby and make sure that she would sleep peacefully for now, hopefully until the baby could go see her mother again.
Melissa had gotten something to drink earlier and was now finishing it off. "So what's a guy like you doing here with a baby all by yourself anyways?" Not like she meant it offensively, but this guy looked like he was the kind who couldn't stand kids, much less take care of them. She smiled nervously at him hoping she hadn't offended him in any way. She held the sleeping baby out toward him and said "So what's her name anyways?" Melissa was at a loss of words.
I HATE THE ONES WHO LOVE TO HATE ,
i hope you like this post of eh too lazy to count , i put alot into it. this thread is tagged for the infamous Melissa Lee Pratt , we're going to be having tons of fun in this thread babe. and if you must know it's Completed . these kick ass lyrics are from escape the fate, and the banner? oh that's just from put maker of banner here of caution 2.0 , leave it on babe. now get started on posting, i'm waiting. And the outfit adds on of course...www.polyvore.com/cgi/profile?id=1233710
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Post by Zachary Mark Flaherty on Jan 3, 2010 1:02:58 GMT -5
Zach didn't know what to do. He was tired and had a huge headache because of the baby that was screaming in his arms. He didn't know what to do. He really needed someone to help him, or he was going to end up murdering the child. He rocked the baby, and it only made it worse for him. He was so tired, and Ember was screaming.
Zach looked at a girl that had come over and took his baby girl and started to make faces at her. She started to giggle and he sighed. He didn't know how other dad's did this. This was probably why his biological parents gave him up, they probably couldn't handle him. He looked at her. His gray gray/blue eyes looked at her. "Yeah" He said. He slouched down and looked at the baby. He had some hair in his face, but not enough to cover his face completely.
He took the sleeping baby back and held her in his large arms. "Uh..I made a mistake and she came along." He said. Ember wasn't a mistake, but when you had only a few hours of sleep you get sick of a month old child. "I'm Zach." he said. He looked down at Ember. He smiled at her and then sighed. "You're a lot of work you know." He said to the sleeping baby.
He looked up at her. "Her name is Ember Renae." He said. He looked down at the baby. He leaned down and put her into her carrier thinggy.
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Post by Melissa Lee Pratt on Jan 3, 2010 1:27:09 GMT -5
SITUATIONS ARE IRRELVANT NOW ,THE FRUSTRATION, IT'S A REGULAR THING !
Melissa looked at Zach and noticed he was pretty distressed and looked tired. She smiled and said "She's very adorible. And very social obviously if she warmed up to me this quickly." She smiled and looked at Ember as she laid in Zach's arms. She stopped and tilted her head "Ah...I see, i see." She nodded and looked at the ground. Looking back up at Zach she had just realized that he was very good looking Oh my god he is gorgeous...how could I forget to look at his face?? She thought to herself. But he was and she couldn't get over that. She looked back down at her lap and took out her phone to send a text message to Max. Maybe they could hang out later, she could never tell with her.
Melissa looked up suddenly. "God that's a really pretty name. Where did you come up with that?" Melissa said forming small talk. Then a very devious thought passed through her head. Maybe he's just got a girlfriend, like he would be loyal enough to who ever the mother is. Melissa couldn't stop her brain from thinking about convincing him to cheat. And on top of that, she liked Jake, not Zach. And he probably did have a girlfriend, the mother of the baby she guessed. That would just tear that relationship apart, and poor Ember would be stuck in the middle.
Go on, make him cheat, what his girlfriend doesn't know won't hurt her....child think of what would happen if you came inbetween their relationship? That would tear them all apart and it would be all your fault..would you want that guilt to eat you from the inside out? Both sides of her brain forced some kind of reason to do it or to not do it, and being the dumb girl that she was, she couldn't think about the sensible one at the moment. Possibly because he was just so damn hot it caused her brain to be forced into overload. She smiled at Zach nervously but didn't show any signs of the insanity that was traveling through her brain.
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Post by Zachary Mark Flaherty on Jan 3, 2010 2:04:46 GMT -5
Zach smiled. "Yeah. I guess she is. But she likes this one guy that I've never liked and she wanted him to hold her.. so I think she will be a great people person when she is older." He said. He smiled at her. she was his life, along with Sydney. And if either of them was taken from him, he would easily try to kill himself. He bit his lip. She was pretty. But he was Sydney's forever, and Ember's father.
"Thanks. It was my foster sister's first name, and her mothers middle name." He said. He loved her name, and was glad that Sydney let him name her after his favorite foster sister Ember. He loved her, and they were actually very close, you know until he tried to slit his throat and she stopped him and told their mother and sent him to the next family. The usual for him when he was fourteen.
Zach looked at her. "She may like you cause you look a little like her mom too." He said. She really did look like Sydney, though they were very very different. He looked at the baby again. He traced his fingers on her face, and started to play with his daughter's hair. She was so much like her mother, and he loved her to death. He smiled at the baby. Though, Sydney was sick of him just sitting around and watched tv, and played with the baby. He also was sleeping when ever Ember was asleep, because he was awake when she wake, and letting Sydney sleep so that she could go to school and what ever else she did that he didn't really listen too.
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Post by Melissa Lee Pratt on Jan 3, 2010 2:28:06 GMT -5
SITUATIONS ARE IRRELVANT NOW ,THE FRUSTRATION, IT'S A REGULAR THING !
Melissa smiled and still looked at her lap. She was really nervous right now. He was really cute and she couldn't bring herself to admit that she wasn't caring about his and his girlfriend or who ever he was with's relationship. And she really hated that feeling. The feeling deep down inside of her that told her mind that she was being a bitch and she knew it. She smiled and said "I know I already said this but that's a really pretty name." She smiled knowing that she was continuously repeating herself. She smiled and knew that he probably wouldn't go for a girl like her, especially if the girl that he was with had his child. But then again she doesn't reall know him all that well. Sighing she said "Well it sounds like you got it pretty good. A baby girl, a relationsip with a girl that probably drives you crazy." She smiled nervously smiling and looking down at her lap. She scooted closer to him hoping that he wouldn't mind. She smiled and fiddled with her thumbs. She crossd her legs and put her elbows on the table and smiled at him.
She smiled and said "Yeah. She seems to give off a very sweet and friendly vibe there. She'll probably be a heartbreaker when she's older." She smiled and looked at Zach and then blinked her deep blue eyes. Melissa thought for a minute go ahead and kiss him..you know you want to! No one is stopping you, go ahead and do it! what his girlfriend or who ever doesn't know won't hurt her.. you know you don't want to do this. The world doesn't revolve around you. You know that he wouldn't go for you anways. So just give up that thought and move on!
[/color] She rubbed her head and squeezed her eyes shut to try and figure out what she was going to do and she figured it out. Melissa turned to Zach and sighed. She grabbed his shirt a little below the shirt collar and started to kiss him. ANd it felt good...really good. Sydney walked into the Mall just to get out of the house. she was a little tired of sitting in there by herself. About an hour after she had sent Zach out she felt lonely and wished that she hadn't sent him out of her way. She sighed and walked through the doors. SHe was going to pick up some clothes for Ember, it would surprise her when she got him with Zach, and then she could hear that cute little laugh of hers. She definately got her laugh from her mother, it felt good to have her think that Ember was like a little clone of her. Sydney turned to her left, and she couldn't believe her eyes... She couldn't believe them so much, she rubbed them fiercely without smearing makeup to try and figure out exactly what she was looking at. And she was looking at some girl and Zach kissing while Ember sat in her stroller only a few inches away. She raged with anger and couldn't help herself. She stormed over to where Zach was and pushed the girl off of him. "Zach what the hell is this?!" She said basically yelling but wasn't loud enough for anyone to notice anything was wrong. So everyone just continued on with their own business while Sydney plotted on how to murder Zach and his other girl...[/B][/COLOR] I HATE THE ONES WHO LOVE TO HATE ,i hope you like this post of a lot , i put alot into it. this thread is tagged for the infamous Melissa Lee Pratt& Sydney Renae Stiner , we're going to be having tons of fun in this thread babe. and if you must know it's Completed . these kick ass lyrics are from escape the fate, and the banner? oh that's just from put maker of banner here of caution 2.0 , leave it on babe. now get started on posting, i'm waiting. [/blockquote][/blockquote][/blockquote][/center][/size][/font]
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Post by Zachary Mark Flaherty on Jan 3, 2010 2:45:10 GMT -5
Zach looked at her hand as she moved it to his collar of his sweatshirt. "What are yo-" He was cut off by her lips. They were soft. His eyes were huge. He didn't kiss back at all, he was shocked that this girl just kissed him. He didn't know her at all, so why was she kissing him. He started to move his hands to her to push her away, when she was pulled from him. He looked at Sydney.
"Sydney! I didn't do anything! She kissed me. I didn't even kiss her back!" He said. He looked at his wife. "I wouldn't. I love you too much to ever cheat on you!" He said. He stood up and looked at Sydney. "I was failing at calming down Ember and Melissa came over, and got Ember to go to sleep and then we were talking, then out of the blue she kissed me!" He said. He blinked at her. "You know I wouldn't ever cheat on you." He said.
He looked so shocked what had happened that he was staring at both girls. He looked down at Ember. She was asleep, and he was glad that she didn't see some whore kissed her father. He didn't even like Melissa like that. Sure she was pretty and all, but he never wanted this to happen. "Sydney. Please. I love you." He said. His blue eyes stared at her, pain in his eyes like he wanted her to believe him.
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Post by Melissa Lee Pratt on Jan 3, 2010 3:00:21 GMT -5
Melissa just sat there shocked. She turned to him "Wife?" She stood up and walked out of the mall tears filling her eyes. She had come in between them and could possibly ruin their marriage. This was all her fault and no one could tell her otherwise. The proof was right there in front of her face.
Sydney had her fists clenched, mouth hanging open, and anger sweeping through her whole body. She was shaking out of anger and rage. Sydney was breathing heavily as well, not even noticing the people around them stopping to watch the show. She turned to the people as soon as she realized "What! Take a picture it'll last longer!" She yelled at the people, and they quickly pretended that nothing was going on right now. "Oh like that's never been said a million times by men. No as I think of it, your not even a man, your just a baby lost in this world with no life! ANd the only reason your still living is me! And you know what, you may not have me very much longer!" She was still shaking in rage.
Sydney continued to shake as she heard him talk. At his last words with him saying "Sydney. Please. I love you." She was just about to explode but used words instead of explosives. She answered him right back"Oh don't give me that bull shit!!" Sydney was literally screaming right now, and in front of Ember and a whole bunch of starangers. She was certain that a few guards would come along soon, but some of them were the ones watching the fight from the video cameras.
Sydney couldn't believe that she was saying this stuff to him. She knew that if she said that he would either go and cut himself again afte they made their promise, or he would go and try to kill him self again, or worse yet go into a depression state and never come out of it with him being too stubborn to take the pills. She couldn't believe she was going to say this but she did anways. "Zach I can't believe you! I think i'm just going to leave...and i'm taking Ember with me. I can't believe I even married you!" She stopped just knowing what she just said. She had a blank expression on her face. Not anger, or sadness, just blank. She figured out what she had just said and now she couldn't take it back...she was screwed...[/color]
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Post by Zachary Mark Flaherty on Jan 3, 2010 3:27:46 GMT -5
Zach stared at her, he couldn't say anything more. She didn't even believe him, but he knew that she wasn't. He stared at her as she went on her rant, screaming into his face. He couldn't say anything. He blinked as she said that he wasn't even a man, and just a baby. "Is that really what you think of me, Sydney? Just a lost baby that can't do anything?" He said. He wasn't screaming, he couldn't bring himself to scream at her.
"Sydney listen to me. I don't like her. I love you. Please stop screaming." He said calmly. He couldn't believe this was all happening. All he wanted to do was go to the mall for an hour then go home, and how she was leaving him. He couldn't believe this. And taking Ember. That just made his heart shatter. He put his head down, so no one would see the tears in his eyes.
"Fine. Leave me. I don't care! Maybe i'll just go die. Huh? Would you like that? Have fun getting Ember a new father that loves her as much as I do. And a husband that would kill himself for his wife." He said. He turned around and ran. And for being the boy that can't walk in a straight line, he was fast and gone. He ran straight out of the mall. He ran up the stairs of the parking garage. He ran straight to the roof. It was a five story place, if he fell or jumped he would die. Easily.
He ran into one of the pillars at the edge and slammed his fist into it. He broke down now. And Zach was never one to cry, public or not. The last time he cried was when he found Sydney. He rested his head on the wall for a moment. If she realized what she said to him, he hoped that she would follow him and take everything back. But he had ran to the opposite side of the mall, and the farthest corner of the parking garage. There was no way that she would find him for at least another ten minutes, even if she ran. Zach was the fastest kid in his old school, when he did go to school. Zach had tears running down his face. He couldn't believe that she said that she was leaving him, and taking his daughter, the one thing that he always wanted in life.
He looked around, no one was there. No one would call the cops on him and make sure that he didn't try to kill himself. He walked over to the edge of the parking platform and climbed up to the top of the concrete that was there so that a car couldn't drive off of it. He bit his lip. He felt someone text him. He took his phone out of his pocked and dropped it. He watched it fall for a while and then watched it shatter. He shook, he was in so much pain from her. He took out a razor that he always had in case this happened. He rolled up his sleeve and cut his arm, deep. He watched the blood appear on his wrist and fall down on the sidewalk. He was crying to the point where he couldn't see at the moment. He climbed down for a moment and rested his head on the wall. He had nothing now. No one. He was eighteen, no one was in legal custody of him.
He bit his lip and it started to bleed, and he didn't care. His arm was bleeding like no tomorrow, and he was sobbing. The snow were his arm was in was all red from his blood. He slowly stopped crying and stood up. He looked at the tiny town. There was no way that he was staying now that he had nothing. His life was gone. He was just a body that needed to be gone. He looked back for a moment. No one. He climbed back up. And stood with his back to all the cars.
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Post by Sydney Renae Flaherty on Jan 3, 2010 14:37:06 GMT -5
Sydney wasn't herself. Screaming at him, or screaming at anyone in general wasn't right for her. It just made her feel weird and mean, and bitchy. But she couldn't control it right now. Every bit of her was telling her to believe him on this one. To tell him that your sorry for screaming at him and sorry that she shoved him out of the apartment. If she hadn't gotten rid of him in the apartment then this wouldn't even be happening. Now at every second she wished that she could turn back time and either not yell at him, or stop herself from throwing him out of the house for a little bit. She breathed heavily right now but wasn't angry anymore, she was feeling very very bad for saying that awful stuff to him that she knows she would never actually mean in a million years.
Sydney could tell that pain was running through him. Sydney could tell that he was crying, sobbing even. Then a flashback. To when they first met up again in the food court, which was only a few yards away. She saw him run away "Zach!" This wasn't an angry call, it was full of tears of sorry and pain for him right now. God she knew that she did something so bad that he may never be able to forgive her for that. Sydney looked down at her ring and remember how he said that if he didn't have her there was no sense in him living, or something like that. She sat on the bench and sobbed for a minute and figured out where he would go. Either the roof or the parking garage. And obviously there is no way to get to the roof, so parking garage it was.
Sydney turned to her left to see a nice elderly woman looking concerned. "Ma'am can you take my baby just for a moment? I'll pay and everything. Here's my phone number. The baby's name is Ember and i have to go right now if she still wants her father alive." She still had tears streaming down her face. She darted through the mall as fast as her legs would take her, and not stopping at anything. She ran outside and started up the parking garage. She looked to her left at the passing numbers...1...2...3...4... She stopped. She heard Zach crying on the next level. God she had hurt him badly and she knew that she didn't mean that. But Zach wouldn't be able to come to his senses and realize Sydney would do anything for him. And after saying she would leave him and take Ember even hurt her heart..
Sydney darted up to the fifth level of the parking garage. She saw Zach. "ZAch! Don't jump!" She said to him fast, loud, and full of tears. God she was sobbing like no tomorrow. She knew that it was wrong what she said, and expected ZAch to not believe her and jump off from a five story building. Then Ember would be left with nothing, and Sydney would be left to fent for Ember without anyone, well she could move back with her Grandma but she wasn't going to think about that right now. But if he died she might as well give her to an orphanage, she wouldn't be able to get by with both of them..someone would have to go.
Sydney had pain and sorry in her eyes as she looked at Zach. She looked at his wrist that was gushing blood. She covered her mouth "Oh Zach" She whispered but it was muffled by her hand. She stood there frozen and expected him to jump, so that's what she waited for, but if he did she would run as fast as she could over there to try and catch him before he fell...but she knew she wouldn't be successful. She stood where she was, motionless waiting for him to make a move or say something to her.[/color]
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Post by Zachary Mark Flaherty on Jan 3, 2010 14:52:36 GMT -5
Zach looked down as the cars drove past in the street. He was crying, and he knew that he should stop and just fucking kill himself so that Sydney didn't have to worry about him ever cheating on her. Why would he ever do that. Maybe if she thought before she screamed at him, she would realize that Zach would just go back to his old depressed, suicidal self. His chest heaved as he hiccuped. He always had hiccups when he cried.
Zach heard a voice and turned around. He saw Sydney. He looked down at his feet. He has a foot to back up to jump and he slowly started to move. "Why are you here?" He snapped, his voice and body shaking. He looked at his bleeding wrist. There wasn't anything he was going to do about that now. He didn't care anymore. Anyone could see that his whole personality just changed. He snapped at her, and he would never snap at her. She pretty much screamed that she didn't love him no more and that she was leaving him with Ember.
Poor Ember was stuck in the middle of her parents fighting. She would have to learn that her father had problems, and that she couldn't actually scream she hated him, being mad at him or not without Zach doing something bad to himself. The two girls were his life, mother of Ember, and Ember. He couldn't stand being away from them. And Sydney was going to leave him and take the baby. That shattered him inside. THis time, he may not recover from this depression.
"Yeah. I cut myself cause you pretty much said you never wanted to see me again and you were taking Ember away. I can't stand that thought." He said. He took another step back. There wasn't much more left in the side. One good big step and he was dead. "You, out of all people should know how I would take that! And yet, you scream it to me anyway." He paused. "I love you, but if your not going to ever forgive me for something i didn't even do, then you might as well find a new father for Ember." He said. He had tears running down his face and he never look at her once. He stared at his feet the whole time.
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Post by Sydney Renae Flaherty on Jan 3, 2010 15:24:53 GMT -5
Sydney was scared and sorry, and crying, and just every emotion that involved sadness and sorrow... She was sobbing in every direction and couldn't pull herself together, she had her hand covering her mouth to not let out a scream of emotional pain. She was glad that she kept it in because if she let it out because Zach might take that as another anger thing and then jump. She knew that he didn't want to jump. Because if he was so ready to be dead then why hadn't he jumped yet? She listened to him as he spoke. Well at least he was talking to her, that was good thing. "Zach..you know why i'm here. There is no way in my right mind would I let you even try to do this again." She was no longer mad, which was a good thing so she could at least come to her senses and tell him that she wasn't going to leave him, even if she was killed she wouldn't leave him, she would always be with him no matter what.
Sydney looked down at her feet and then up at Zach. He wouldn't even look at her. That tore her apart, but what also did the same thing was that he was only a few milimeters away from his death...at eighteen. She shot her head up quickly. He was yelling at her. Out of all the people she would expect him to be the last on the list to yell at her. Of course he could yell at anyone without feeling anything besides anger but he was yelling at her...that made her feel so horrible. Everything that she said caused him to yell..
"Zach you know I would never mean anything like that. Ever!" She was yelling but she wasn't angry she was sounding like the tears were overcomming her whole body, and if you think about it, it's not physically possible. She was heavily breathing. "What makes you believe anything I say anymore?!" She said tears still streaming down her face but she wasn't screaming thank god. "You know better off then to listen to me, because every time you do you end up in a situation like this, almost to your death." God she was falling apart. She felt like a lump of shit right about now..
Sydney couldn't believe what she was hearing "Zach..you know me better then anyone I've ever met, even my own mother didn't know me as well.. And out of all this why do you think that I won't forgive you?" She was almost whispering this but thank god she said it loud enough so she wouldn't have to repeat herself. She wiped away some of the smeared makeup on her face and looked back up at Zach who wasn't looking at her back.[/color]
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Post by Zachary Mark Flaherty on Jan 3, 2010 15:40:57 GMT -5
Zach still didn't pick his head up to look at her. He couldn't look at her at the moment. "You screamed you were taking Ember away from me. What the fuck am I suppose to think when you scream you're leaving me forever?" He asked. He couldn't look at her. He was in so much pain at the moment, from his bleeding wrist to his shattered heart. There was only so much pain someone could handle. And Zach hit that mark a long time ago.
"I listen to you, because I love you and I'm suppose to listen to you." He said."And I know I end up regretting listening to you after wards, but its still better then you screaming to listen to you." He still never picked his head up.
Zach didn't want to die, he really didn't. He wanted to stay with Ember and Sydney, but the way she screamed at him it was like she never wanted to see him again. He breathed in heavily, and you could hear the sobs coming from him. He couldn't move though, neither to his death or to his Sydney. He couldn't dare move. He slowly picked his head up to look at her. "Where is Ember." He said, staring at her.
"I know I do. But still. The way you screamed at me, it was like you really meant it. I didn't even kiss her. She kissed me. I was about to push her away and tell her I was in love with you, but you came and screamed at me." He said. "You didn't need to scream either. Ember was finally sleeping." He couldn't look at her anymore. He looked back down, and his bangs covered his face completely. He didn't care though. He was sobbing. He looked at his wrist. He probably lost a lot of blood from how deep that cut was. The snow were he was standing was all red from his blood. He was getting dizzy too. He slowly sat down, still not looking at her.
She broke him into thousands of pieces, and there was no way that just by her telling him she loves him that it would fix anything. It would take a while, if he even recovered from this. He needed to get more anti-depressants, for he was almost out of them. "Do you think we can get more meds for me?" He asked after a moment.
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Post by Sydney Renae Flaherty on Jan 3, 2010 16:09:12 GMT -5
Sydney listened to him speak. God she felt horrible. Not for herself anymore, she got over that selfishness a few minutes ago before she realized Zach was just about to lose his life. And between all the yelling, and the screaming, and the crying, all Sydney wanted to do was to be wrapped up in his arms and try to forget about everything that has happened. But knowing Zach that wasn't an easy possibility. Sydney felt ashamed. She sat down with her knees pulled up to her chest. She didn't say anything. She just put her head on top of her knees and listened to him as he talked. She knew that the reasoning she was trying to think about to work out with him wasn't going to work well either. She was really glad though that she at least had herself pulled together a little more and wasn't mad anymore.
She looked up and said "She's with some elderly woman. I gave her my number and everything. Don't worry about it she's fine." Sydney was surprised to see what he moved and got down from the ledge and sat down. At least he wasn't going to do it now...or at least she really hoped. She looked down and then back up at him "I know...I was too stupid to listen to you for once...and when.." She stopped and then started to cry again. She put her head down on her knees and started to sob again.
She couldn't say anything. What was she suppost to say to that? 'Zach i love you and i take back everything' And then pretend to move on and think that nothing ever happened. That he wasn't a few inches away from his death, how he was probably going to die soon anyways from blood loss, and how Ember was with a total stranger back inside the mall. Sydney looked up and nodded "Yeah...we can." She said softly. She wasn't going to fight anymore, in fact she just wanted to stand up and apologize for everything that she's done and then go over to him and hug him. But it wasn't that easy.[/color]
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Post by Zachary Mark Flaherty on Jan 3, 2010 18:32:24 GMT -5
Zach looked at her. He knew now that she felt very bad about almost making him kill himself. Though, he wouldn't do it. He didn't want to anymore. He couldn't now. He watched her sit down. "Aren't you cold sitting in the snow?" He asked. There was snow everywere, wouldn't she be cold sitting in it? Sure he was sitting in some of it, but he didn't care to much. His black sweatshirt was covering his butt, so he wasn't as cold as you would think.
"You left Ember, our baby with an old lady? Ember hates it when one of us isn't there." He said. "She's probably screaming her head off." He forced a smile to his lips. That was his daughter, the one that was a daddy's girl and didn't want to be alone without one of them. The babysitter for the party that they went to had a huge headache and couldn't get Ember to sleep when they were gone, but as soon as Zach had picked her up, she was calming down and was sleeping. "Its okay. I forgive you for not listening to me. And I know your stupid. But your my stupid." He said laughing.
"Hey hey. Stop crying. Please." He said. As much as he didn't want to move he got up and dropped to his knees in front of her and hugged her with the arm that wasn't bleeding. "I'm sorry for breaking my promise to you." He said softly. His black skinny jeans were soaked around the knees now, but he didn't care too much. He sighed a little and pulled out a bandage that was in his pocket. "I bought it in case anyone, okay mostly me, fell and hurt themselves." He said. He looked at his arm. "Uh.. Help?" He asked. He held out his arm and the bandage and looked at her. He hoped that she would wrap up his arm for him.
"I love you." He said. He picked up her head and kissed her lips. He closed his eyes and smiled in the kiss. After a moment he pulled away from her. He smiled at her. "Alright. Good. Cause I'm almost out." He said. Sure enough, he had forgotten to take all his meds today, so of course something shitty like this would happen. "You want to go back into the mall and get Ember and go for dinner or something?" He asked.
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